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Friend are those who stands by you no matter what you are going through;



Friends are those who listen when you need an ear;



Friends are those who trust you with everyting;



Friends are those who never turn their backs on you;



Friends are those who do not let you lose yourself.

I keep myself all bottled up;



Once in awhile i let myself out;



Many of the times I am rejected;



I act diffrent from the "Normal Poeple";



I act diffrent from the "Abnormal Poeple";



I just want to be accepted.



** I now know where I belong... Right here on VR with my family and friends and my coven**

It's dark all around me with no lightin sight;



The Darkness start to eat at me;



It eats at my feet as earthworm eats a corpse;



It eats at my legs as a valture eats at a carcus;



It eats at my insides as a spider eats at it's mate;



It eats at my arm and tastes my pain filled wounds;



Just as it full engulfs me I wake up to my blood covered arms and the EMT telling me to hang on.....



** depression should never get this bad and not be noticed**

When you are a teenager you feel that you parents are so anouying;



When you are a teenager you think your teacher are all against you;



When you are a teenager you feel tha the whole world is agianst you;



when you are a teenager you think any guy you talk to could be your prince charming;



I guess what we all learn to do is love our parents for who they are;



And fight to the top of the world;



And live our life to the fullest;



And settle for the guy who is the truest to you;



Just remeber never give up on your dreams!!!

Death is at my door;



I lie there waiting for it;



I scream for it;



But it never comes.





**this was written right before my first attempt on my life. I was taken off my mood stabilzer because my doctor thought i did not need them**

What is all about the fairy tales?



Did Snow White really have a wicked stepmother?



Could a fairy god-mother really turn a pumpkin into a goleden carrige?



Were Cindarella's step sister really alll that mean to her?



Did Sleeping beauty really have it to leave the castle to stay safe?



Why is it that all of these fairy tales make it look like they have it so bad?



We all know that at the end of the story they find prince charming......



Where is mine?



Haven't I sufferd enough?

What if when I leave him i reget it;



What if when I leave I ruin him;



What if when I leave I riun myself;



What if when I leave I find he does truely love me;



What if when I leave I find there is no one else like him;



What if's are scary but some times you just have to climb right over them.

That first long look into each other eyes



Something so pure as a child's Dreams



Not yet tainted like the torn soul



That First kiss you love For so much



So true and sweet as first mornings rays



So romantic and perfect



That first time you make love



So full filling an



Feels so right



Something you want to to never end



But sometimes this is nothing but a dream



A figment of your imagination



Something you want so bad



You would kill for it.

he said he would never hurt me,



so i opened my heart to him,



he met my family i thought it was going well,



but to my surprise he had fallen for my sister,



now he is dating her,



he does not hold the key to my heart any more,



I have no boyfriends named tim no more,



he has broken my heart,



I have no sister called amy no more,



she broke the unwritten cod of sister,



she has no soul,



she has no sister named Brittany,